went out to do project....walk along clark quay....saw e turkish ice cream...stop there n bought ice cream n even took pic of tat person...lolx...tat person so damn funnie...heex....teach us how 2 speak chinese even....stella even said..."aiyo..so dui lian...bu shi hua ren jiao wo men hua yu...so dui lian..." haha....we saw tat bunge thingy....haha....we din sit cos too ex...but hear them scream oreadi make us scared le....heex.....they wanted 2 noe where monks is...so i took them there....reach there le....they ask so many qes abt monks....stella still stand infront n stare n stare n stare....e front door was open...i tink they preparin 4 tonite or sumthing.....but aniwae....i nv go n nor bought ani drinks.....

wanted 2 go 2 esplanade but dunno how 2 go....call ppl 2 ask how 2 walk there...all dunno how 2 sae...oni noe how 2 show....haix....got no choice but 2 take a cab....haha....e taxi driver was so damn funnie....e journey frm monks 2 esplanade....he is alwaes jokin wit us....haha....reach there le...play here play there...walk here walk there....so sianx...haix....den oni 7+...they sae they hungry le....wan 2 eat...so walk all e way 2 citylink....den abt 8+ eat finish le....they wanted 2 go home!!! i still intend 2 go bac clark quay go n drink loh....den left me alone....dunno where 2 go...sianx.......den got no choice but 2 go home le.....nv even go 2 clark quay 2 buy a drink a drink loh...........sianx...........i m goin 2 DIE OF BOREDOM LE!!!!!!! anione...pls.....help!!!! sianx.......reach home nth 2 do....haix.....tml they sae wanna go out...but still they cancelled!!!!wa.....i m reali goin 2 DIE le loh.....den tml hv 2 stay at home n study again...den will hear my mom nag n nag n nag.....wa....sianx man.......i m DYING le......anione...pls help......i HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!

Friday, February 27, 2004


8:36 PM

in sch....wasnt veri fun....so sianz.....worst...i use my hp in e middle of e toilet....cos no one inside den i close e door...so i dare 2 take out my hp n use....later van finally shitted finish.....lolx....sorie van.....yupx....she came out den saw my usin e fone....she tell me there is a camera inside e toilet...!! omg.....i was so damn scared tat i will be videoed down...den if i deny tat i got bring hp...oso no use le....i was so scared e whole dae.....until after ham chi peng lesson over den they all sae defintely in e toilet don hv e loh.... if toilet hv den so bian tai....heex....after tat i was calm down again....after sch...went 2 hall find hazel....she yest tell me she goin wit me eat lunch den when i reach there...she sae she was not goin le....she is veri gd.....haix....den i went home wit vic mummy n charlotte.... i can see tat she was so left out in e bus loh.....yar....den vic ask me 2 go mac n eat den go bac....i told charlotte...but she din get down...so we went mac on our own....

when we were at mac eatin....guess who we saw?!.... we saw sam n ben...lolx....den vic went 2 sae hi 2 them but i stayed on....eatin my fries...heex.....den they all came in...den we all started tokin....so fun tokin 2 them....we were laughin non stop....haha....sam n ben always gao PB....aiyo.....tsk tsk......sam...ben....PB is not good la.....heex.....me n vic went off first.....they went 2 play bball opp our sch....

i went home....see my bro....quarrell AGAIN....oh man...i hate tis....we r always quarelling......i cant stand it so i faster do wat i hv 2 do den change n GET OUT of e hse......i m meetin vic at hougang mrt at 4:30....i reach there at 4:18...wow...i was so early so i tok 2 meiling....heeex....den vic suddenly call my n sae me not goin 2 dentist at orchard le...it is cancelled....go see sam n ben play bball...so since play bball i wanna play...heex....i took a cab home den change den took a cab bac....e 2 cabs cost $8....oh my....so ex loh...!!! we took a bus down 2 e sch....saw ben n sam oreadi at e bball court sittin down...ben's fren was there too....haha....in e end....we din play there....finally we decided 2 go n i suggested 2 buy liqor...heex....so we r all packin up....den van came....me vic n sam were tokin den left ben tokin 2 ben....van angry den walk away.....ben chase after her.....we all too.....sam was walkin so damn slowly loh.....we shouted across "SAM.....RUNNNNN......." haha.....i tink everybody noes tat she is sam le....heex....sorie for makin u so well known....haha....bus came le.....sam bag is wit vic.....den reach mac le...so me n vic went down...n sam din realise tat her bag was not wit her....they saw us down e bus...they came rushin down....van was not hapi...i can see....haix.....

went 2 heartland wanted 2 buy liqor le...HURRAY....but....we din buy....haix...so sad....i wanna drink cos i m veri troubled loh....so many things in my freakin head...haix....we walk 2 e bowling centre..not 2 play bowlin...but 2 play arcade....heex.....my whole mood CHANGED!!! sorie ppl....i m hvin mood swings lately...not bcos of "mickey mouse"....yup....den play n play n play.....7:45....we all goin off le.....ben so nice gave me a hug...thanx....i feel much betta le....guess i need is ppl's hug...heex....so nice....me n vic took a cab bac.....den e rest took bus bac....haix....reach home...sianx....nth 2 do.....all i can do is 2 face e com...n tink of things AGAIN.....i dunno y u wanna lie 2 me loh...i reali dunno y....wat e hell did i do wrong?huh? u tell me!!!!y m i always gettin cheated?!y?!....i HATE tis kinda feelin loh.....where can i find frens tat will not cheat me?!where?!....can anibody tell me....?!

Friday, February 20, 2004


8:36 PM

i m damn pek!!my com...all e files...everything...has been deleted!!!cb man....i m so suay....den now hv 2 take so damn many time jux 2 redownload all e things bac again...sianz man....tis sux....i m damn diasppointed wit someone todae...i noe e truth le...i realli cant believe it....she lied 2 me....i trusted her so much...wat e hell do i get in e end?? nth but a full pack of lies....how m i suppose 2 trust her again?! i m realli disappointed n sad wit u loh....so long u know....so long....i realli dont know how can u do it....i few weeks oredi cant stand e guilt inside me le loh...but u can stand it for so long...dont u feel guilty??u lied 2 not oni me u know??!! u lied 2 a lot of ppl...ppl who trusted u so much tat u can do tis 2 us....do u noe....fr e start...got ppl tell me u r lying le...but i choose 2 believe u instead...i choose 2 believe u!!!!!!wat i get in e end??CHEATED!!!u hv been lying 2 me for so long le n yet u nv stop...u carry on wit ur pack of lies....i realli dont know when r u goin 2 stop de loh...can u tell me when...i realli wanna noe....pls....i hope u can stop tis as soon as possible.....i realli cant stand it le...it is realli driving me crazy....whenever u tok abt it....my heart will realli pain loh...i realli wanna confront u but...it is not i dont dare....but i realli dont wanna lose u as a fren....so pls...can u jux stop all tis nonsence....pls...i m goin 2 break off soon le loh...i oredi got so damn many things troubling me le....u nv help me...still u add in...i reali got nth 2 sae 2 u le...i feel tat u changed so damn fukin hell much loh...so much tat i reali dont noe who e hell r u....r u my fren?? if u r my fren den wat 4 u wanna cheat me?? if u r not my fren den wat did i do 2 make u cheat me liktat?? tell me...i wan 2 noe...i wan 2 noe...is u wrong or i wrong.....i m veri tired le.....pls don add urs inside anymore....

Saturday, February 14, 2004


12:53 PM

hey... i dunno if u will still read my blog but aniwae sorie.... reali sorie....now i noe y u look damn angry....yupx sorie...i hv oreadi apologized....so u still wanna be angry den i hv got nth 2 sae animore....i m reali veri tired....veri tired....school work is presurizing me like crazy le...den now so many things happen....peer pressure.....i had enough!!enough means enough....i tink u shud noe who u r cos u r e oni one who see me den veri angry de.....yar....so....sorie......i hv got no idea tat u will be so angry....veri SORIE.................

Monday, February 09, 2004


9:54 PM

it has been a long time since e last time i tok 2 u...when i hv nth 2 do...i tink of u...tink of e times we hv tok...althou 4 not long...but it is nice...i miss u a lot...althou i see u twice todae..i wanna sae hello 2 u...but i don dare...i jux cant hv e energy 2 raise my hand up when i see u...i don care u like me or not...but at least sae hi 2 me...i will b more dan eva hapi...jux 1 word hi...is enough oredi...reali enough...pls...i reali beg u...tok 2 me...

after sch...went home wit alicia n charlotte...reach home...use net...suddenly alicia click on me n tell me she wanna cut hair...den ask me 2 go wit her...so i took a bath den call her...den get out of e hse 2 meet her...when i come out of e hse...tot i was late...so took a cab down..reach there...she was not there yet...few minutes later saw her comin fr her hse...we went 2 JANTZEN...she cut her hair...at first it was veri PONGG...but after e stylist cut somemore...it turn out damn nice...so cool...her hair so nice...

haiz...dunno where 2 go on valentines...where shud i go?? i confirm not goin monks anymore le...i will go unless i myself gets a IC...so yup...1 more yr 2 go...i can endure...lolx...i feel like staying at home...but i oso wanna go out...reali dunno where 2 go...miao ask me 2 go out wit her on tat dae...ah ya...don care la...see how first la...heck man....

Sunday, February 08, 2004


4:40 PM

i hate stayin at home...everytime will quarrel wit my bro...n everybody else...damn sianz...den parents at home will hv limitations of tis n tat...it sux loh.....i hate my life...i reali hope tat i canot move out of tis hse as soon as possible...don need 2 see me bro anymore...den everything will come 2 n end...den staying wit frenz...so cool...omg...i hope tis wish will faster come true...yea...
lolx...i hv been readin e comic book fr tis morning 1am - 2am...i cant believe tat i read until so fast loh...i usualli take more dan 2 hrs...somemore...tis volume 6...i read until i cry...omg...its so sad loh...in e middle...e nu zhu jiao tinkin tat everything has come 2 n end...omg...it so touchin...althou it is something like a porn book but...truely it is quite touchin...too bad i canot continue liaox...volume 7 hvnt come out yet...haiz...hv 2 wait...i hate waitin...

Tuesday, February 03, 2004


4:26 PM

oh my...i m so damn scared 4 tml health screenin...after hearin feedbacs fr ppl who hv taken e screenin...ppl sae...they feel molested..they will ask u 2 take out ur clothes...omg!!so many ppl hv so many diff feedbacs who m i goin 2 trust?!my!!4 wat i tink...diff ppl hv diff circumstances...so yup...but wat will be my circumstances be??!!!i don think i can slp tonite liao le...tis is so scary!! i tink i will ask my mom 2 write an excuse letta first...den see how tml den i see if i wanna give my letta not...haha...such a brillant idea...hehe

Monday, February 02, 2004


10:07 PM

so fun...went 2 changi airport ther e club wit charlotte n her family...play there almost all dae..play billards badminton arcade n watch movie...e theatre so damn best loh...i hope tat is my home...so power sia...lolx..
haha...yesterdae went 2 my aunts place den gamble..oh pls...i won $40 loh...so best..now i tink i can settle all my debts all by myself le...too bad i din play wit my frens..how i wish i can go frens hse den so many ppl there den play black jack...so swang..i noe when we grow up we can liaox but...i don wan yi hou...i wan NOW!!if i were 2 die suddenly how?? i don wanna leave wit regrets!!yupx..