wake up early to watch the outsiders. intended to watch till 12++ den find van but in the end i left my hse at 11.50 instead. went to find char. gave me some stuffs den went off. den went to find van. reached there damn early. slack there. nth to do also. haix. so many hw to do but i still wanna slack ard. haix. during dec there will be so many outings i dunno i cann finish my hw in time not? i hvnt even study yett! how? die lahh. den sit there and talk. den clara came with another two ppl. went off agnn. i hope you wun brk my promise k? i'm worried for you. haix. den sit there continue slacking. den cal came. den she told me some stuffs and ann na came. hahas. so many ppl came. den she and ann na went to buy stuffs. left me and van agnn. den 2+++ le. waiting for ppl to come wait until gonna rot liaox. finally zenn showed up lahh. with that 2 other friends agnn. called my mum so walked away. came back they are missing. hahas. sorry char i called you back but you nv pick up at all and you nv even call me back. sorry. den go with zenn to eat her lunch. go with cal to eat her lunch. talked quite alot with cal. be happy girl. i'll support your decision de k? when you're sad look for me. i'll lend you my shoulder to cry. den go back go with van to buy cocktail. den sit for awhile go walk walk with zenn. saw twinnie! i miss you loads. finally i get to see you okiee. great. you've changed alot! hee. walk until 5++ den go back van there myself. sit there and talk and take pics foran hour and go home. shitt. i need to go to the hospital agnn on the 6. i'm scared. tell me how?

Sunday, November 28, 2004


6:43 PM

boredd. thats what i can say about todayy. at home the whole dayy. watched "dou yu" the outsiders. i boughtt it. great! hahas. so sadd. she was raped and her boyfriend din. basturd. cried like shitt. stupid me. i fell downn my chair todayy. cried even more. cant even stop crying. real stupid me. pulled myself up. my left hand is damn pain. i cant use strength at all. if i use strength is painful. haix. even now. i'm only using one handd to type. clumsy me to fall from a chair. haix. oh man. later my whole family is coming. denn i have to take care of the children. noisy! pls. hahas. guess i can only stand a certain age of kids. i only love a certain age of kids. hahas. i'm so bored staying at home. haix. have to do finish all of my hw. is one very tall mountain of books cann? haix.

Friday, November 26, 2004


11:57 PM

get outt cann you?? i don need you alright? cant you just let me enjoy my holidays for somemore dayss? i'm tired hearing everything that you say okie. do you know that it actually hurt me? especially when is from you. i cant believe my own ears that you have said those hurting words to me. i hurt. i know i'm the lousiest in the family. still you cant force me to study when i cant. have you ever put urself in my shoes. am i happy? i'm not. do you even know that? no. you don even know that. for my sake. leave me alone.what i want is not scolding. is love mummy. love is what i need most. i just want love and care mummy. i hate this.

Thursday, November 25, 2004


9:47 PM

hmm. to me today is a very hot day. though is raining in the late afternoon. hahahs. wake up early morning meet daddie and kor kor. hahahs. woke up late den have to rush down to meet them. hahas. in e end they came out later den me. wth. hahahas. den after some talking. i went backk. sit down and watch vcd agnn. oh my. i'm gonna be a pigg soon. nvm. i'm gg to gym soon. anyone wanna join?? hee. den hazel msg me to meet her. hahas. so went heartland meet her. hee. den went to van shop. hee. sit there and talk for a while den i'm hungry so went macs eat. agnn. i'm the only one eating. hahahas. nvm. den go back van shop. hee. another bung was there. so i din talk much so we went ard to walk walk with her little cousin. hahas. den 3 le. hazel have to fetch her cousin. den zenn come. hahas. the both of us were irritated by the noise they make. wahahhas. den sit down wait for them to eat. den is like raining still damn hot. so i went to heartland and walk. den zenn call. so i go back. sorry hazel. shudnt leave you there. den the small kids wanna walk walk. den eleonora came. so i went to find her. den zenn came with me to van shop. so in the end me and van was with 4 bungs at the shop??? hahas. den became very bored. so i went back to find hazel but she wasnt there. den went backk. sit there and rot and make a fool out of myself hahahs. den zenn say buy poker so we all can play. hahahs. so buy poker and we play!! wahahhas. laugh non-stop during the game. wheeheees. hahahs. ppl come and go. wahhaas. den 5.30 me eleonora and zenn go home. wahahhas. reached home no one was home. damn hungry. i'm like a hungry puppy looking for food. hahahas. crazy me. wheehehee.. i think we all cann play agnn when we go drink. yeahh!!

Sunday, November 21, 2004


5:38 PM

hey peeps!! i'm back! wahahahas. i miss all of you loadies!! gonna meet all of you soon. must update me what has happen for the past 12 days!! argh. miss you guys so much. hee. reached home about 2++ this morning. unpack my bag ard 4++ msg ppl that i'm back hahahas. i'm so happy that i'm back. cos alot of time i met some turbulence during flight. hahahs. still i'm safe and sound. heee. i cant believe that there is so much things to eat at xiamen and tong an. i kept eating non-stop. i think i gain about 3kg? hahas. also now china changed alot. everything become so advanced. but still is dirty. and the ppl there are still having terrible attitude. hahas. i went to the seaside almost everyday. and the best thing is my parents wants to buy a house there. i told them i want the villa by the seaside de which we all pass by. they say see how first. wheeeheee. if they buy. i guess i have to say bye to my friends here. but maybe not. hahas. i dunno. if they buy will be so damn freaking cool. den can ask ppl come and stay also. whee. den somemore is by the sea. everyday go seaside also cann cos only a road away. hahhaas. cool right? hee. hope they buy. now still discussing about it. heee.

can you believe it? altogether we got 18 bags to bring home. omg. so damn many. cos we went to visit relatives. they gave us alot of thing to bring back. wth. luckily nv overweight. hahahas. my uncle came to join us. oh man. although he is old. he is damn gentleman! he took real care of me when i sick. omg. is too long gonna tell you all in person. hope i can find someone liketat de. hee. gotta pack bag. update later.

replies
char>>heyy. i'm back but you went to camp. when you reach home give me a call. hee. take care dearie. muacks.

*vic`>>i miss you lots too!! so sad i come back you not in sg. haix. come back contact me k? den update me more stuffs. hee. btw i told ben that i'm not gg to the chalet le. yup. hahahas.

daddie>>okie. you cann don update ur blog but you must update me!! heee. thanks. hee. ur nuer wants you too!! :)

Friday, November 05, 2004


7:04 PM

my whole body is fucking hell itchy! my whole body is fucking hell red! i cant stand the sight of me anymore. i look like a red monster!! fuckk. this sucks! i have sleepless night bcos of the itch. i cant stand it anymore. whyy the fuckk am i so unlucky to get dengue fever?! fuckk. make me suffer till this kinda state. fuckk off mosquitoes! you all better watch out. when i'm well agn, i fucking hell make sure i'm gonna kill all the fucking hell lot of you! the fucking itch is driving me crazy! i'm really going to fucking hell die at home soon!!! fuckk!