hahas. i'm gg to chalet in about 12 hrs time. hahas. i not as excited as before dunno why. maybe bcos there is something happen? haix. dunno. feel very confused now. don even know what the freaking hell is gg on. don even know what are we gg to do. i'm so confused.. haix. abit don feel like gg but still no matter what i'm gg to enjoy myself there lahh. cos i'm gg to drink till i get drunk. i'm gonna take this chance to have funn. cos the moment i go back i have to continue to do my work. -faints my work are piling on my table. i don even have space to type. hahas. feel like gg clubbing agnn. hahas. maybe gg. hope can go. althou is not any bigg bigg event but still is my dad's birthday. hahahas. is a bigg event for me! wahahas. i hope everything will be alright during the chalet. pray hard. ((:

Sunday, December 26, 2004


3:26 PM

finally i had enough of rest. haix. ytd was just a fucking dayy.. fucking hate waiting alright? ytd i was waiting for everyone in the whole wide world. fucking hate this christmas. somehow it just sucks cos everything was spoilt by some ppl. haix. waited for van to reach dhoby den go meet nic.. hahas. den waited for hazel. played table hockey. but just don have the energy to play. great. some ppl say to meet at 1++. din turn up. nvm. called. slpin. pissed. den hazel left. den left with the four of us. nic bee van and me. walk to cine to wait for that two. slack ard. waited and waited. they are suppose to come at 3.20 but they din turn up. so went to arcade and walk here and there. called them but they din ans. finally called thru but i got pissed when i heard that they are still some where far far away from town. fuck. i walked off. wanted to go char hse le. den called char. grace was there. so decided don go. don wanna be gooseberry. slarck ard at taka. den go back heeren to take neos. 6. nic and bee have to leave. left me and van. talk inside the mrt until 6.30. took train off to amk. she said she will be there ard 7.30 to 8. waited until 8.15. somehow got say by dad they all. haix. went up. at 9+ ate. den received a msg and said. i went home. got so fucking pissed off and i shouted said i want to buy a spana to kill ppl from now. i tell you. i'm really keen on getting a spana. pls tell me how much and where to buy a small spana. i will carry it where i go. when i get that. pls don piss me off cos i will kill you. and let me tell you all. violence is what i need now. fucking hell pissed! no a fucking person understand me at all. i just hate these few days. wth. christmas eve was alright.. somehow i'm happy. but the mood was tarnished by ppl. forget about it. haix.


1 more day to chalet.
dunno why somehow i don look forward to it anymore.. i hate this.

Saturday, December 25, 2004


9:39 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!! WHOOHOO!! ENJOY URSELVES OUT THERE..


3 more days to chalet! (:

2:06 AM

whoo hoo!! i went monks tonight to celebrate christmas!! yeahh!! hahahs got in. but spend alot. haix. den left half way. so saddd!!! thanks everyone for tonight!!! miacks! i love you all loadies!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! yeahhh. tonight was funn. muacks!!!!!!!!! hahahahs. sorry i think i'm still drunk and high. haix. talk to you all after that. good morning!!!

Friday, December 24, 2004


1:18 AM

hey everyone is christmas eve now.. oh man. i want to go down monks tmr. how i wish i can go down. haix. my mum still don allow me to. haix. oh wells. those who are gg. have fun there. enjoy!

4 days more to chalet!! (:
1 day more to christmas!! (:

Thursday, December 23, 2004


11:06 PM

hmmm. did nth much today. wanted to do hw de. but in the end. din even bother to do. hahas. lazy me. went to meet char and gave her her stuffs. den go kovan find van. sit there and talk. hahas. den wait for zenn. first time she was earlier than the time we intented to meet. hahas. den sit there and chit chat. hahas. den eat lunchh at macs. long time nv go macs le. hahas. great! den go back to van there and chit chat. den ann na came. she bought canon ixus 40! gods! she got the one i want!!! oh man i'm gg to play her phone during her chalet hahahas. better becareful. i want to go monks tmr night!! oh man. but my mum don allow loh can. haix. i think when new yr bahhs. go down for countdown. hahhas. yeahh.

5 days more to chalet!! (:

Wednesday, December 22, 2004


8:26 PM

went out with my mum todayy. go suntec. wanted to go work today but my mum don allow. haix. got no choice. den waited for her to do her stuffs den go yishun to change my blouse. hahas. change to a smaller size and a diff colour only. dame lame lahh. den went shopping. my mum bought me a billabong skirt which cost $60. hahas. bought the black one instead of the grey one. definitely everyone will say that its short. pls. is shorter den my op skorts. hahas. me and miao wanted to buy the same one. but i bought is first. so she has to buy the grey one instead. after buying the skirt i have to finish all of my work. if not i cant go to chalet. haix. threatening me. haix. and she said that if i don do finish. she is not gg to give me money even if i go. NO! i cant! i need money to buy liqor! oh man. i dunno where the hell am i gg to find money cann. tell me how? hahahs. peeps. give me $$ for xmas prezzie. can??? pls?? each $20 hahas. and 5 will be $100!! yeahh!! but i doubt i will receive a lot of xmas prezzie this yr. haix.

6 days more to chalet!! (:

Tuesday, December 21, 2004


9:30 PM

finally i'm back here. went to sentosa today. but before that i went to find hazel to take money. den took bus to kovan. meet miao den go sentosa tgt. whee hee... josh is also at siloso beach. and we are heading to siloso beach. hahas. den sit monorail there. hee hee. on the monorail we were sitting with a foreign guy. hahas. he has very electrifying eyes. me and miao got shot down. hahas. he was looking at us from when we get into the monorail to he get down the monorail. hahahas. so cutee... too bad he is not a singaporean. den i think i'll turn straight. wahahas. i don think so lahh. den reached siloso beach we go find josh. hahas. den in the end we sun tan. hee hee.she play volley ball. den she say go kayak. so we also want. den we all go kayak tgt!! hahahs. me and miao tgt. den in the end we don wanna waste our money and time. we lie on our kayaks and sun tan. hahahas. so funny we nearly overturn. den our kayak and josh kayak join tgt. den they pull the kayaks tgt. i sun tan. hahahas. so princess lohh. hahas. den return to shore. go backk. hee hee. pull back the kayak i fell. cos the wave to big. hahahas. damn funny. den finally got some help from josh pulled back the kayak. hahahas. but the washroom too many ppl bathing. so we just changed and left to town. reached town i cant find the shirt. so left to yishun agnn. make my specs. hahahas. is all done!!! wheee heees. meet zenn at yishun.. hahas. play with my shades. hahahas. she is blind!!!! hahahas. den go home. damn tired. but i still have to do my hw. i cant wait for the chalet to come!!!!

7 more days to chalet! looking forward! (:

Thursday, December 16, 2004


2:20 PM

goodbye everyone. don bother about me. need some time alone. i love you all.. leave me alone for just these while..

Wednesday, December 15, 2004


10:25 PM

in the morning was not having a good mood. rushing like hell. haix. rush here rush there. den stay at home and watch dou yu agnn.. yeah yeahh. thats the nicest show i've ever watched.. hahahs. den zenn say go hazel hse. so took a bus down to hazel house.. den while waiting for zenn i went to my old house.. i feel that everything is so strange to me. haix. den walk very far in den saw that house.. everything is gone. haix. tears roll down. every memory was backk. haix. den walk back. zenn wasnt there yett.... haix. late.... den sat there and stone. finally she came den find hazel. slack ard. play badminton. hahas. talk talk with clara. haix. scary. i don want to open school. haix. den have to go le. so go kovan. hee hee. zenn ate macs. den go find ann na at van there. hee hee. agnn ride behind her on her bike. den took turns. me den van. hahas. den ride behind zenn. hahahas. poor girls. sorry i dunno how to ride a bike. hee. den sit there and slack ard.. dunno why suddenly talk about mealworm. ann na ate one RAW!~ grose! hahahas. den zenn and me went to get one for her. so go over to the bowling there and took one. omg.. i was sreaming all the way when taking the worm outt. so creappy. hahahas. den screamed all the wayy backk. hahahas. i'm crazy. den ann na ate it! ahhh aahhhh!! hahahahahs. den at ard 7 we all leftt.. go home.. reached home my parents nagged about hw agnnn.. haix.... backed to my same old life agnnnn.. whyy??

Tuesday, December 14, 2004


11:05 PM

went to kovan give van her stuffs. meet zenn there. agnn she was late. but this time better only for 4 mins. hahahas. den went to eat.. haix. walk ard the whole of kovan but still din eat our lunch yet.. hahahs. damn funny. in the end she bought mashed potato. hahas. den went back to van shop. hahahas. went back there w/o eating lunch and is only mashed potato. hahas. den play dai dee agnn. hahas. den hazel call. she complained abt the doc. truthfully i din know in sg still got this kind of freaking hell doc lahh. stupid. haix. den went to eat macs. my turn to eat. den decide to find hazel. cos clara sickk. den zenn bought apples and flower. hahas. den sit bus go hazel there. hahas. the things that was bought looks as if we were gg to pray. wahahas. so lame. the weather was so hot.. den after awhile her aunt come back den we have to go off le. haix. go back to van shop. den eat the new open ice cream shop de ice cream. hmmm. is quite nice actually. hee. eat until damn messy. hahas. feel as if i'm a small kidd cann. hee. den sit there and talkk. until gg to 7 den started clearing the shop. den go home. hee hee. so early..


damn. i hate this cann. everyone is not giving me a definite decision! oh pls. i shan talk about it le. damn tired about everything. just fuck off lah freakos!

1:36 AM

hey hey hey. i'm so satisfied with my bloggy. hee hee. jack jack so cute right?? hahas. i feel that she outshines the whole template. hahas. hee. so proud of myself. at first this blog everything also don have den i added some parts and ta da! here it is. my blogg! hee. spent the whole dayy doing this template. so din do hw at all. haix. still lazying ard my house. thats me =)) can nv change my hadbit. haix. very tired after a whole day of thinking. going to sleep.. gotts wakeey early to watch mvp. hee. i lovee basketball! muacks!

Monday, December 13, 2004


1:30 AM

started studying todayy. cant get anything into my head. i forgot everything that is in the book. i nv attend the lessons so i cant catch up with what they are learning. when i see all of the words and notes i totally lost. i nv felt so lost before. so stressed. i have no more time left. and now i'm still on the basics... i cant get my basics right den how am i gonna go to sec 4? now i feel abit regretful for not retaining this yr. i shud retain. haix. is too late to sayy all of these now. gonna study hard for my o level. peeps i need all of you all help now. i need notes and explanation. help me. how i cant catch up. i don even know how to do my hw. how how how?? i'm panicking. haix. all i can do is to COPY the notes from van. is copy and not learn from what i wrote in my notes. haix.. help me pls. i really need help. somemore my amaths tutor went to china and will be back only next yr. haix. how?? i need to make my amaths foundation strong den i can go into sec 4 books. die!!!! how??!?!?!?! haix.. i think this whole week gonna stay at home and study!! heee hee. hope i can do that. but i still need notes and explanation if not study also no use. i wun understand anything. haix..

cant wait for the chalet to come. hahahas. i'm not gonna sleep for any night. i'm gg to the beach str8 away to see "sunrise" hahahs. sunrise to rise from the beach it rise from the other side. nvm.. still i wanntt to see stars. i see it once and is real nice. hahahas. finding ppl to watch that with me. hee. who wants to see? i know char you want to see right?? but pls it will be a romantic night i shan disturb you and daddy lehh. wahahahs. see i so nice right? hee. who wants to see pls come. cos i don wann to go there alone cos is quite scary walking the pathway. haahas.. den we all shall bring liqors there. hee while looking at the stars while drinkk. heee. that will be the best dayy of my life. heee. now my whole mind is chalet chalet chalet and studies studies studies. haix.....

LIM GUI HE STOP WASTING YOUR TIME. START STUDYING NOW!! I NEED HELP HERE!

Saturday, December 11, 2004


10:29 PM

heyy. i'm finally backk. hahahs. my internet broke down the last few daysss.. now is backk. so happy! wahahhas. these few days nth much happen. yesterday went town with hazel and more. had some unhappiness. but still had a great day. thanks peeps. hee. i'm so happy!!! we've got the chalet! wheee heee.. yeah! i can play for all i want now! yepps. hope everyone can go. den lets all PARTY! yepps. i know i will be very happy when i go for the chalet. it's gonna be a happy dayy. i know. wahhahahas. i'm gg to drink for all i cann. play for all i cann. and i'm gg to say gdbye to all the funn and concentrate on my work. IT'S TIME TO STUDY LIM GUI HE!

Thursday, December 02, 2004


1:30 AM

calista came my hse to use comp today. den after some time we went to heartland for lunch. hee. went to van shop. den go eat. chatted while eating. den went to van shop to wait for ann na to come. hahas. den sit for awhile we decided to go ann na hse. hee. walked all the way there. very long way lehh. she go the bike. me and cal have to use our legs to walk. hahas. den finally reached her hse and i found out that she has a dog!!!! i walked away straight. but got pulled back by cal. ann na holded the dogg. while gg in. the dogg came to me! sorry i screamed. hahas. rested. cal use comp agnn. hahas. den ann na take out her absolute! love you girl. got a bit tipsy. den hazel called. we talked. later ann na father came home. wahahas. den we went to hide den came out agnn. den go home. tried to stand on her bike cos i dunno how to ride a bike? so cool. i wanna ride behind agnn!! wahahahas. den go home. wheehees. watched sg idol. taufik is the ONE. thought sly would win but.. haix. so sad. sg idol over le. no more excitement le. ........